More Than words

I never believed this time would come
it's been weeks that led into months
no more hellos and no good bye
time lingers in my mind
should all hope be gone
for what was and will never be mine
It's time
It's time
to let it be
to let it be
my heart lingers
the love lingers
lingers
time
is no longer mine
let it be

I miss when I would write like this :(

A scenario seemingly like this:It is Autumn now and the daily walks thru the park perhaps I will miss for a time.
Every day for the most part of nearly four years I followed the same path.Sometimes alone and the best days I hoped for with a companion.
Knowing the path,the pattern,the steps of the trail.Smiling on those special days I saw him.Our conversations,my shyness.Sometimes hiding my face,or voice for my emotions were overwhelmingly clear.Same time, same place we would meet.Some days I would be happy alone but so many I hurt he never showed.Looking over my shoulder to hope he was there and tears fell when time to walk home alone.The next day or so he would again appear and all the tears meant nothing for the sun filled my heart with warmth.
He struggling and ambitious.What admiration I hold for him and his dreams.I encourage,support and believe in him because I feel the power he has to achieve.His confidence fierce and very alluring.He attracts many admirers along his walks.Many nods,winks and smirky smiles as he passes by.
Some time passed between here and there and my loneliness drove me to dark times alone but always sitting on a far bench watching from the distance.Til one day he noticed me again.His smile so grand as his words wrapped me in warm memories.I gasped in how tightly he held me.My eyes a constant stare,day again after day.Our conversations and walks made me feel invincible.
Today it was a cloudy crisp Autumn day.I expected to be alone as my eyes rose to see his approach.His wave and his eyes connected without misdirection,centered.He shouted "My Amazing beautiful Love wait".I smiled and clasped my hands to my face as he walked by me,brushing my shoulder in his hurry.My face began to burn,the red,gold fever to my cheeks.My heart stopped with ache,afraid to turn just a glance over my shoulder..I froze among the cold leaves with the wind blowing my hair around my face,the rain began to stream easing my tears to fall freely.That hug,those words...not mine but to those of another.
I stand through this cold bitter rain because I hope for the better days.My heart cries but matters not.My walks I will always remember.

A scenario seemingly like this:It is Autumn now and the daily walks thru the park perhaps I will miss for a time.
Every day for the most part of nearly four years I followed the same path.Sometimes alone and the best days I hoped for with a companion.
Knowing the path,the pattern,the steps of the trail.Smiling on those special days I saw him.Our conversations,my shyness.Sometimes hiding my face,or voice for my emotions were overwhelmingly clear.Same time, same place we would meet.Some days I would be happy alone but so many I hurt he never showed.Looking over my shoulder to hope he was there and tears fell when time to walk home alone.The next day or so he would again appear and all the tears meant nothing for the sun filled my heart with warmth.
He struggling and ambitious.What admiration I hold for him and his dreams.I encourage,support and believe in him because I feel the power he has to achieve.His confidence fierce and very alluring.He attracts many admirers along his walks.Many nods,winks and smirky smiles as he passes by.
Some time passed between here and there and my loneliness drove me to dark times alone but always sitting on a far bench watching from the distance.Til one day he noticed me again.His smile so grand as his words wrapped me in warm memories.I gasped in how tightly he held me.My eyes a constant stare,day again after day.Our conversations and walks made me feel invincible.
Today it was a cloudy crisp Autumn day.I expected to be alone as my eyes rose to see his approach.His wave and his eyes connected without misdirection,centered.He shouted "My Amazing beautiful Love wait".I smiled and clasped my hands to my face as he walked by me,brushing my shoulder in his hurry.My face began to burn,the red,gold fever to my cheeks.My heart stopped with ache,afraid to turn just a glance over my shoulder..I froze among the cold leaves with the wind blowing my hair around my face,the rain began to stream easing my tears to fall freely.That hug,those words...not mine but to those of another.
I stand through this cold bitter rain because I hope for the better days.My heart cries but matters not.My walks I will always remember.

Time that felt like days is now years
the yearning still lingers
the want shivers me to my core
wishing yet to feel your fingers sweep through and grab my hair
embrace my tender lips to taste what is yours
whisper in my dreams please come lie beside me
be the heat of my nights
be your eyes that wake me to the morning glow
want me as much as I need to have you
wrap your body into mine
complete the missing
erase all these empty nights
dry the sea of tears
pull me close
hip to hip
your hands explore the sensual dreams of me
dance me into forever in your arms

Please help me find my words.
whisper your touch
whisper your eyes
whisper the passion of your kiss
please whisper your words
to my heart ♥

Rain to a rose
the lightness to dark
the sword to the knight
the air to life
I need your caring
I need your strength
I need you beside me
so I have reason
and will
to win this fight
I can fight and will be strong alone
but with you my heart is stronger
my strength comes
from your love

The nocturnal bliss of knowing soon the feel of your hands,the taste of your kiss,the script of my heart will be played out in my sleep.Soon you will be with me.Dance with me,hold me in your arms.Let my love keep us forever together in our world.The world directed by the words from our souls that are my dreams

I am not wealth
I am not fame
I am not youth
I am not beauty
all that I am is
me
I am real
I am a woman who loves not lightly
but with all my heart
my soul
my life
I can not lie
I wish I could be
all of it
I wish I was
your everything

Let my lips reach to yours
be lost in my softness
be lost in my taste
let the heat transfer
from the passion of my heart
as souls connect
let my kiss
be yours

Have you the stength
Have you the will
Have you the want from your heart
to fly through the clouds
that so thickly cover the skies
to find the green everglades
where I lay
looking to our sky
Have you the motivation
do I inspire you still
to swim the deepest ocean
to find me at the shore
I would fly and swim
and dance across the sky
if only I knew
your arms are open
waiting me still