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Something a little different the other week. Stencil mahi. It was actually quite fun

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Honoured to tatt up my boys x

Kurawaka

Something a lil different the other day

Tasman Haapu Smith
Kurawaka 💪

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Pu Taringa - it was an honour to apply this very special piece for this very special wahine.

You vs you, A3 print for sale, PM me for more info.

Some truths about me in the zone.

This is what most people don’t know.
There is a trigger there when I create, my ego sees that as a bad thing, so I push that emotion down and never acknowledge it.

The whakapapa of needing to be perfect, I’m not talented It’s more like I draw until I’m happy with it and most times I’m not happy with it but I post anyway because I want to push myself to be in that emotion.

But I’m still not going deep with that emotion I just let it sit there and I’m doing nothing about it.
Those who know me know I think my mahi is no good, right down to thinking people are lying just to make me feel good, just telling me what I want to hear. I get scared of being seen.

I say there are things I’m missing I need to learn this and that first, ect…. Honestly after doing this half pie deep thought, I am missing doing my own self Wananga.

What’s the emotion I’m having? Why am I scared? Where does it come from, why do I feel like I’m not good enough?, is it from childhood? 🤷‍♀️ whatever it is I’m ready to face it.

I’m disregarding the emotions I get when I create, my answers are within me, not in a book. I mean ranghau Wananga books ect does help with my mahi BUT for me as a individual with human triggers I need to see what it is I’m not acknowledging, find that thing and love the s**t out of it.

Grateful as for my sisters Leiana Baker and AstralBratz Vibez for the guidance of the integration times.

Tutu today