Anxiety/depression

It's hard to make a fake smile when you know it hurts so bad

What if I disappear will you guys be at peace?
Maybe yes

MAYBE I'M TOXIC BECAUSE IM BORN TO BE TOXIC

How to control this feeling
This unacceptable feeling I really hate this situation (I JUST WANT TO DISAPPEAR IN THIS FU*CKING TOXIC WORLD)

And no one understands it,

...... when I post something in here I felt relax 😌

I know that you don't love me back.. and its okay I will still love you

I hate you like hell😈