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There are no words that can truly explain the pain and emptiness that comes with losing a child. Some days I’m able to hold myself together and other days I feel like I’m falling apart. It changes from one day to the next, and I don’t even know what I’m going to feel when I wake up.

There are moments when I need someone the most yet I find myself sitting alone with feelings I don’t always know how to process. But even then, I’m grateful for God. He continues to carry me through the moments when I don’t know how to carry myself.

I smile. I keep moving. I show up. I continue doing the things my son admired about me. And from the outside, it may look like I’m doing fine. But I’m not okay. 

I’m grateful for every moment I had with my son, but I thought I had so much more time. More conversations. More laughter. More memories. More life to experience together.

Who ever thinks about the unimaginable? Losing a child is not the natural order of things. No parent should ever have to bury their child. I never imagined I would have to learn how to live in a world without him in it.

It’s difficult trying to process all of these emotions, and right now, I’m all tangled up in them. I’m angry that my son is gone while the rest of the world continues to move forward as if nothing happened. But for me, everything is different. I’m living in a world I never knew existed and never wanted to know.

I miss my son.

He was such an amazing person. He carried so much love and light, and I can’t help but think about all that he still had left to give and experience. I wish he had more time to grow into himself, get married, have a family, and experience all the things life had ahead of him.

I know I’m strong. I know I’m making it through each day. But being strong doesn’t mean I'm not in meed. Sometimes I still need the hug.

I still need to hear you're going to be okay. I need someone to say, I’m here. I got you. Sometimes I just need someone to sit beside me and hold my hand. I don't know...

I smile. I show up. I push through. But underneath the smile, underneath the strength, and underneath everything I’m doing to keep moving forward, there is a mother who is grieving.

03/21/2026 Day 1 of a new Amazing Journey 🙏🏼💪🏼💛

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I'm grateful for all my clients. You all continue to follow me and support me every step of the way. You are a blessing to me and I truly appreciate each and every one of you 🥰

Life be lifing, y’all… but I’m still Living My Life Like It’s Golden 💛

This was such a powerful moment for me. I am incredibly proud of myself for stepping in front of an audience and using my God-given gift—my voice—to perform. It was an experience I will never forget.

Yes, I felt nervous. Yes, there was a little fear. But choosing to move forward with vulnerability and courage anyway meant everything.

In that moment, I didn’t just sing.
I showed up.
I showed up for myself and for the person I am becoming. 🙌

Sometimes the greatest growth happens when we face the very things that intimidate us the most.

This performance was more than just a song. It was a stepping stone toward the purpose I know God placed in me. For me, singing isn’t only about music. It’s about expression, healing, connection, and impact.

And this is only the beginning.

As I continue to grow, the nervousness and anxiousness will fade, and my voice will only become stronger, sweeter, and more powerful with time.

I’m deeply grateful to everyone who came out to support me—my children, my sister, my family, and my friends. Your presence, your love, and your encouragement meant more to me than words can express.

I will continue to allow God to use me however He sees fit. I’m trusting Him to lead this journey, and I’m excited to see where it goes next.

🎤 My next performance is coming soon, and I hope to see even more of you there as you continue this journey with me.

The best is yet to come✨